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Finland
:bulletpurple: Doctor Who, Sherlock, Jessica Jones, Life On Mars, Ashes To Ashes, Broadchurch
:bulletblack: The Lord of The Rings, The Hobbit, Star Wars, Pride
:bulletpurple: Fav books; The Hobbit There and Back Again, The Night Circus
:bulletblack: I play games such as Assassin's Creed and Lego The Hobbit on PS3 and Amnesia on PC - but I don't play games that often
:bulletpurple: My taste in music is quite miscellaneous nowadays but to name a few fav artists; Michael Jackson, Ed Sheeran, Ilja Jalkanen, Ulf Theodor Schwadorf
:bulletblack: Also listening to a lot of soundtracks from Murray Gold, Howard Shore, Lorne Balfe and Jesper Kyd
:bulletpurple: Horses, photography, special effects makeup, drawing and painting
:bulletblack: Always ready to talk to new people! :aww:
:bulletpurple: Tumblr halfbloodassassin.tumblr.com/
:bulletblack: Twitter twitter.com/fyeahnazgul
:bulletpurple: Blog (in Finnish, at least for now) some-wednesday.blogspot.fi/

:bulletblack: Reading atm; The Lord of The Rings, Doctor Who: The Twelfth Doctor, Vol.1: Terrorformer

:camera: Camera equipment;
:bulletpurple: Canon EOS 760D, Canon EOS 1100D
:bulletblack: EF-S 18-55mm 1:3.5-5.6 III, EF-S 55-250mm 1:4-5.6, Samyang 8mm 1:3.5
:bulletpurple: Camera stand Hama star 61
:bulletblack: Hoya 58mm UV(C) filter, Circular Polarizer filter, NDx8
:bulletpurple: Pixel RC-201/E3 Remote control


Dancing Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwler 10th Doctor stamp by RJDaae Dancing with two hearts by TheSallySaga I Believe in The Doctor Stamp by Tenthy Stamp Doctor Who by DwayneF Proud To Be A Whovian Stamp by mirmirs Cue the Screaming Fangirls by ashesto DW Hello Ninth Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwler Doctor Who Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Sonic Screwdriver Stamp by Kezzi-Rose I :heart: the Doctor by redshadow-online Michael Jackson - Bad by TheQueenMadonna Metal From Finland Stamp by XxXPrincessIzzyXxX Harry Potter Stamp by Kezzi-Rose The Hobbit by clio-mokona The Hobbit - An unexpected Journey by IngwellRitter I love LotR by StarkArya Bilbo Stamp by Adraowen Frodo stamp by Amneco Hobbit stamp by purgatori Fire up the Quattro Stamp by jocund-slumber Gene Genie fan stamp by Life-on-Mars-Club Sherlock by Anawielle Sherlocked by darkestmelody Andrew Scott Stamp by Ibu-ki


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

I've had a bit of a struggle with art lately. Well.. when I don't? I once thought I had my drawing/painting motivation back but it only lasted like a couple of days or something like that. And now the lack of motivation has taken over photography as well. I never really feel like going out and I've been thinking maybe it's because "there's nothing new in this area". I've seen that old forest of ours so many times and I'm not saying it's not beautiful or anything like that but I'm just craving for something new and different. Maybe even out of this whole town even though there would be a lot to see inside the town if I just went to look out for new places, forests I've never been to etc. But going out in itself feels like such a task and I must say I'm also a bit scared going anywhere alone nowadays and I guess it's because I spent so much time on my own in my room at home that it becomes more and more difficult and I don't know how to get over all that. 
Even if I went out and took a few photos, I'm never satisfied. And I know it takes a lot of practice and you can't learn if you don't do and all that. But it still doesn't seem to motivate me to do more, it more like makes me want to put my camera to the cupboard and that's the problem. I don't know how to get rid of this feeling, how do I get motivation I just don't know.
And when I'm not satisfied with the photo itself, how could I be satisfied with the editing? I pretty much can't. I asked my best friend to show me a few things on photoshop when we were at their place in England, and she was happy to show and teach me some things and that was really nice! But we're using different photoshops and I can't really remember the things she showed me because of course they're different in her photoshop even if the basics are quite the same. And here we come to another problem. I don't have enough motivation to concentrate on learning to use photoshop properly. It's just almost like a big blur to me. Sometimes I open it and try things but I don't think that's really the way I learn things - "by just trying". I lose my focus right away..

Hhhh, such a moaning journal. ._. I'm sorry about that I just felt like writing and telling about the struggle and why I haven't posted much. Maybe I'll figure a way out of this at some point, I hope. Because I love my camera of course and I really want to do something about this, I don't like things being like this and feeling like this. I just need to figure out how to get my motivation back and all. 

I apologize!

  • Listening to: Viikate - XII Kouvostomolli
  • Reading: The Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers
  • Watching: Heartland
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed: Black Flag
  • Eating: Supper
  • Drinking: Tea

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movie-book-leki Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
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HalfBloodAssassin Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much!! :hug: (Sorry I'm late..)
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byzho Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Professional Artist
Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too
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HalfBloodAssassin Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much!! :dummy: (Sorry I'm late..)
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mirmirs Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch
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HalfBloodAssassin Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
No probs!
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Jarofpencils Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Hey, thank you bunches for favouriting!
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HalfBloodAssassin Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! :)
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darkraisdream1234 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2015  Student General Artist
Hey there! Thanks for the watch! :iconpusheenplz:
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No problem! =P
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